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Way to go Saints!!!!!

February 7th, 2010 (07:16 pm)

current mood: jubilant

So freaking cool they won! I don't like the Colts... they are too arrogant and like hell they needed ANOTHER win. I'm glad they won, its awesome after all New Orleans has been through.... wish I could be on Bourbon Street tonight...

(plus won $25 on the Saints winning, so thats a plus too)

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January 30th, 2010 (06:53 pm)

current mood: bitter

ya know its really hard for me to be a fun auntie when I do not agree with how you raise your kids, treating them only as if they are there to get you things and control like puppets. Not only that but also how your beliefs conflict with mine.

David's sister and family was over today and I locked myself in the room for the total of 4 hrs they were here, I wanted nothing to do with them.

I get the feeling everyone wants me to be all "awww, good your here and let me see the new little baby girl" but honestly I couldn't give a fuck that you are here or were.

I think I should feel bad, but I don't. I honestly only feel bitterness when they are around. I have tried numerous times to give those kids something better, David has too. But then we come to find out as soon as they were given (toys and video games) they are taken away from whom they were given to and only the "favorite" child gets to play with them.

I'm sorry when I play with them and you yell at them for laughing loudly and having fun, telling them to be quite and go sit down. Not only are you depriving them (mostly) but also me, and when that happens I couldn't care less if you have a new baby. WHY would I want to get attached when YOU TAKE THEM AWAY FROM ME???!!!

I've really had it with that half of the family and want nothing more to do with them, really no matter how I feel about the kids... I'm done.

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January 29th, 2010 (08:04 pm)

current mood: good

Upon a random search I did, Yuki looks like an American Eskimo dog.... its kinda weird but look! First the Eskimo one...

And now Yuki!

**edit**
Oh another interesting fact reactions of David and I and then the dogs...

Us...

And the dogs!

I know the angle is weird but honestly if they hear a strange noise I pretty much is like us reacting in the wedding photo ^_^

huh

January 23rd, 2010 (02:54 pm)

current mood: confused

I had a dream that David and I had a baby, I don't remember being pregnant or giving birth for that matter but I do remember that it was ours. The baby was a little boy and I was so sure his name was Derek (very vividly) and he looked like a little David with chubby cheeks.

I don't think the name means anything to me, a couple of friends I have have named their boys Derek. I dunno it was a short little one but I remember those few details from it.

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January 17th, 2010 (04:54 pm)

current mood: depressed

I was pretty happy earlier but now I am not.... not sure why though

I am so ready for my own place though, although it is nice to not have that many bills to worry about, I am beginning to resent staying here in Davids parents house. I don't have my own space to cook and do things I wanna do and I am beginning to feel bad for walking into the kitchen when they are sitting in there. I feel like I am invading the space and I kinda have to walk over there for food/leaving/laundry. I just wanna be in my own space in my own house my own area without feeling guilty for making an appearance...

I know I'm being ridiculous and its not that way at all (I have been told many times otherwise) but I can't help the way I feel.

I wanna be a wife in my own house, but with the whole active duty thing at the end of the year its kinda not worth it

I just feel stuck

new icons!

January 15th, 2010 (08:33 pm)

current mood: creative

David showed me this dirty little cartoon movie called Judas and Jesus its got furries and cartoon porn and a weird view point on the whole life/death of Jesus, Judas, and Mary Magdalen(sp?) anyways, it kinda gives a cool side to "sinning" and for that reason I kinda liked it and I made a few icons (clean ones)

^_^

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January 9th, 2010 (03:23 pm)

current mood: angry

Ok I know some people mean well trying to keep in touch with ppl from long ago but really? How well do you fucking have to know me that I DON'T WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW ME ON FACEBOOK AND SHIT! I have a few ppl I added cause I GOT ALONG with them in HS and then we went our own ways... Don't fucking suggest people that you KNOW I DIDN'T TALK TO! Hell, just because you reconnected and find out some info on one another doesn't mean that because we talked to each other I wanna get to know that person again! ESPECIALLY IF THEY WERE THE ONE WHO WAS A COMPLETE AND TOTAL BITCH WAY BACK THEN!

..people change I know, but that doesn't change the fact that I don't give a fuck about you since you were horrible to me then.

fuck off...

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January 5th, 2010 (10:12 pm)

current mood: blah

So I had to resort to take a sponge bath... again in a less than a month. Poo.... ok yes I am clean but I don't like it. But this time the temps are warm enough so the pipes didn't freeze but the heating element is out (still under warrenty mind you) and gotta get it replaced which will arrive on Thursday..

..oh well at least the gas still works and we can heat water on the stove but its ok.. at least I am clean :p

Handwriting Analysis

January 1st, 2010 (11:43 pm)

current mood: cheerful

Out of curiosity I took a free handwriting thing online at Handwriting Wizard and well I checked it out myself and I would say just by the little paragraph I wrote in curisive and deciphered myself.. I actually turned out pretty accurate (confusing but accurate). I want to see what other people get and get David to take it but I forget and he more that likely won't.. but its fun!

ps: I found a statement that I agreed with on Facebook, it was funny "Was learning cursive really neccessary?! I mean really?!"

Erika is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes.

Erika will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Erika an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Erika is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Erika is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Erika doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Erika will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Erika believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Erika will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Erika can be defiant. She sometimes has the attitude that if someone doesn't like it the way she is doing it, then they can just "go to hell!" This trait may reveal itself in a rebellious nature that is always ready to resist forces which she thinks are infringing upon her freedom of action.

In reference to Erika's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Erika slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Erika can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Erika is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Erika basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Erika has a temper. She uses this as a defense mechanism when she doesn't understand how to handle a situation. Temper is a hostile trait used to protect the ego. Temper can be a negative personality trait in the eyes of those around her.

Erika is constantly disappointed when trying to reach success. She works very hard, perhaps harder than most, then just before succeeding, something happens that keeps her from success. Often, Erika changes to a second project just before the first one is finished, thus failing to complete the first project. Sometimes she changes because she feels she needs a different challenge. Erika feels dejected. This feeling relates to her failures. This trait is very important in a working situation and in a relationship. She must be handled in a very special way to get the most work from her or to make a relationship last. Concerning this trait, personality modification is available to change her life.

Erika is selective when picking friends. She does not trust everyone. She has a select group of people that are truly close to her, usually two or three. She is careful when choosing her inner circle of friends.

Erika has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

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December 25th, 2009 (07:22 pm)

current mood: chipper

I'm sleepy.. Rum Nog does that to ya! but the nieces and nephews down here loved their gifts (they get jippted alot and we spoil them) so it was so cool to see their little eyes light up and be all happy with what David and I got them. plus I played with my niece for like 2 almost 3 hours today with her new littlest pet shop toys ^_^.....

.... I think I wanna buy the disney plushie dolls for me... I dunno! I just want 'em!

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